Hey
I have so many things today
(haha, so many, so many,
like two is enough to warrant
“so many”)
and it’s terrifying.

(I look to the sky
which is dark red with
the impending apocalypse
the clouds which are crying
“save us, save us”,
and I, on the ground,
a spek
weeping with them)

First I have this long test
then I have this stressful thing
where I have to improvise
and scream
my lungs out
because whoever shouts the loudest
is always heard.

They are things
that I have to deal with,
(As I always have,
always will)
so tell me

why am I scared?

idk idk idk idk.