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tell yourself
talking about people
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Opalescent Project
I had to create five paintings based on a piece that I wrote in 2020 for the New York Philharmonic. They are based on the five sections of the piece, which are named after colors whose energy symbolically represents the cycle of social movements: gray, blue, orange, pink, then all of the colors in harmony.…
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it’s so funny
Something really fucking weird is the fact that I am talking to this one person who can’t stop traumadumping at me— and then proceeds to call it “funny” Keep laughing, I guess, instead of crying
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we realize in threes
Breathe in the cold air and burn
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Out
Called
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Calling
Name
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Painging
Out
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Is this what it is now
cheesed my way out of counseling again
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Learning:
Frustrate
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hello
being in the front row of a show and waving to someone in the back; they look you dead in the eye and then turn away